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Saturday, January 29, 2011

turned off

I am just "turning myself off" to adoption stuff right now.....i have to. My husband hasn't really said much but last night he came and hugged me and said " I really thought we would hear something this week?.....what is going on?"
Me too- and my mind is frustrated, my heart is frustrated, my body is frustrated, my spirit is frustrated.

Its johns 40th bday next Saturday.....i have work to do for school, need to help my intern plan his weeks of teaching and have a conference on Friday....i am putting myself - full-force- into all of that and just going to be "turned off" to adoption for a while.


1 comment:

  1. You are not alone.
    I really thought we would have heard something this past week too.
    If I think about it too much, I'm a teary, blubbery mess. "Turning off" sounds like a really good idea.
    God is still control. Meeting our children will not be late by one day.
    Take care, Friend.